Before Leaving Dalat

I watched a scene in Dalat tonight, and I felt I am preparing to say goodbye to the town.
It's one of lovely scenes where I remember how lovely it was once be.
The lights were colourful and the lake there was elegant and romantic.
I sighed and it's a little earlier for me.

On a coffee place, I told a memeber, who belongs to a group.
''If I leave Vietnam, I will miss your group very much."
He asked me when I will leave.
I told him what I am thinking and
at the pause I was almost crying.
Then he showed me some traveling photos he shot today and some are really funny.
He said nothing but I think he is really a good guy.
I am lucky to make some friends here.
It's the first time I thought I will not see them agiain one day Really!

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It's because the limitation, I know myself better.
My work makes me tired much than before.
Now, I also had to face few coworkers, who cannot speak Chinese or English.
Even they are friendly, it's hard to communicate and how can we meet the quality,
I am not sure.
I should learn more from there. But how?

Of course, tiredness may happen in any jobs.
I imagine that
I am standing in a vast art museum and the silence is so huge to swallow me.
A total solitary.
I imagine that
In a museum, maybe I still should sort so many datas in a museum.
The contrast between the possibility and reality with the same horror reflects
a weired condition on me.

From these frustration, I am afraid that I didn't show real sympathy to others, who once to have similar situations.
How could we ask others to cheer up if their life is so real for their personal world but not mine?

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Actually, I tried to think how to work effieciently since I have experienced a serious working tiredness for one week.
I walked slowly back to company...
Then my boss taught me some knowledge about our products.
I concentrated and didn't think of the bothering things so much.
I am grateful someone is trusting me can do such professional thing.
I am grateful I have such a chance to coporate with foreign customers and coworkers......

I think I will miss everything after leaving Dalat.
Therefore, I will try to make my heart calm down and do my job better before that.